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Sorry to hear that. At times like this, our God has reasons for what happened. And it's for the better. Always find solace to God. He knows what's best for everybody.
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Thank you Cheekeegirl. I know that things happen for a reason. I trust the Lord that He has a greater plan for me and my family.
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